User Profile

This is an anonymous journal held by a guy who is doing something between an experiment and an attempt to achieve something he's desperatly wanted for awhile.

A bit of a life goal, even if that goal is somewhat dubious. A search for a dominant male/female who can fulfill a rather long-term and dark BDSM and infantilism related fantasy for me and a friend who have the same wants. Both of us are of, more or less, sound minds, are not a threat to ourselves or others, or completely disengaged with reality.

Our experiences in life, for better or worse, have left us with this itch; An itch that howls to be scratched sometimes in the late night as we struggle through our lives the way every other guy in their twenties and a slightly deviant hook to their lives does.

Because I don't want my hunt to be traced back to who I am, I'm making all the documents and accounts a normal person would have online to pursue it anonymously. I ask that if anybody should put together my identity, the identity of my brother in this project, or the identities of anybody mentioned within, that they keep it to themselves, on the offhand chance that anybody ever actually looks here.

That said, wish me luck. Or suggest me as the next ALOD. Go ahead. In all honesty, I find this humorous and sick myself.

--badbabykittytoy